ABSTRACT DIARY

چلو پھرآنے والی رت کااستقبال کرتےہيں

محبت ہی محبت سا ل اب کے کا شت کرتے ہيں

HAPPY NEW YEAR

“May the New Year brings Peace, Harmony

And Happiness for all people

Of the world”

The recent situation at the border is really tense but the morale of a nation and forces are high .we all should keep in mind that in every threat there is an opportunity. it is time to be united and time to tell our enemy that

Is there any way to run away from life ?
Seriously , I REALLY WANT TO...............

jis tarah tum guzarte hoo faraz
zindagi is tarah guzerti nahin !

i m not living my life nowdays ,but life is living me .

"If a woman is tough, she is pushy.
If a man is tough, gosh, he’s a great leader."
Margaret Thatcher

some months before while i was in university ,my human resources and organizational behaviour teacher's talk so much about the satisfaction or dissatisfaction . For me then ,satisfaction was very static phenomenon which comes in your life when u 're old and have alot of time to think....then you start thinking about satisfaction or dissatisfaction........
I was wrong....!!! satisfaction is a very dyanamic phenomemn and it can almost ruin ur life if u add "dis " to the word "satisfaction". Dissatisfaction is like a slow poison....it kills but silently and slowly.
I don't know WHY but i m feeling very dissatisfied with everything happening to me and with every one around me . May be it is not a satisfaction and disatisfaction issue rahter it is a issue of sabr(patience) and shukar(gratitude) ....these days i have come to know it is difficult to do sabr.....but there is no other option besides sabr sometimes......
i just seem to have questions ..a lot of questions with no asnwers.
why it happens that some ppl get things very easily while others have to work too hard for the same thing ?
why there are so many "why" in our lives? it might be just self pity......
lately i was reading bang-e-dara . and i realy like this piece

sheher ki alo'dgi ne zehr itna bhar diya
sanp ne kata mujhe aur kat'te he mar gaya

"A Drop received in need should be repaid with a whole river"

It is not much Important that what YOU want ,,but the more important is what you get......
and ONE should work hard as hard as one can ,,but then he/she should compromise with what he /she get....
and hard work not always turn into positive outcome because sometimes what you want is not good for YOU,,,confusing,,,not much....
i have given my first job interview ,the interview happened in the very good and cordial environment and i throughly enjoyed it.the interviewer asked the very same things which can be asked to interviewee (qualification,family,Assignments ). the worst thing is that i have to travel for exactly one and half hour to reach their head office.
the visit was quite tiring but i enjoyed it.
staying at home from two month or so ,,it is quite boring.There are things which i can do and there are so much work in pending but i don't feel like doing it.

so just like something is not enough ,,consistent hard work and dedication is required to achieve what one want from life,,,passion ,dedication,hard work....mixture of every thing is success
Getting rejected is intolerable stuff,,,,it haunts..its keeps u awake all night , make u restless...what else,,,,here i m not talking about rejection from some one special,,,nope
it is other kind of rejection which you receive through letter ,,,
they usually write
" we are regretful to inform u that you are not selected"
and nowadays i m trying and dying to appear before them again,,,,

must find it abstract??? i m very good at business writing but when i start writing something about myself ,,,,it automatically get abstract,..........

some incidents in life left u speechless,,,,the same happened to me when i read about the plane crashed in GIKI,SWABI...
Raja jahanzeb was a pilot officer,on his routine solo flight on 22 january 2008 .Due to some technical fault in the plane , he lost his life while saving lives of many students of GIKI.the pilot instead of ejecting from the plane when he knew it was going to crash prefer to saves life of others.
as per his cousin ,his last words as it was recorded " maa ko salam dena".....

jis dhaj se koi maqtal mein gaya ,woh shan salamat rehti hai
yeh jan tu aani jani hai,is jan ki koi baat nahi