ABSTRACT DIARY

The pain I suffered yesterday was nothing in comparison with pain I suffer on the sad demise of coach.
yeah,,i cried more than I did on the defeat. the defeat is nothing in comparison to the death of a good person,,,,
unfortunately he had to proof his loyalty to Pakistan this way,,,,we as a nation is weird....
when he was with us, we rarely appreciate what he did for cricket in Pakistan,,,,and now,,,evryone is praising,,,,,
it is so hurting,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Players,,,i really feel sorry for them,,,,they didn't deserved that much, they are not that bad....pitch also contributed ,,even bob complained abt it,,,to Chris board...
"Players" They all are badly hurt,,,we as fan should support them,,,they are human,. like of us and bound to make mistake...
if they win...then....
This pain will be with them for rest of their life,,,
even it is a lesson for us ,,fans,,,too,,,
cricket is just game......and we all should take it just as game,,,,
"you will missed! bob "

So we are out of the world up just after two game......
I was in tears after the game. I m no cry baby...But rarely....yesterday was that REAR..and I was thinking why we love the game ,the players so much and in return,,,they even didn't try to put up an effort :-(
I prayed so hard last night....but no wasim ..no waqar.........to grab the three wickets in a trot
Luck favors the hard workers,,,,true....

but hope was there ....

I was waiting for miracle............ didn't happen
It is so disappointing ,,,and it is all over me ,,,I slept at 5 am....and still unable to recover from it...and again the same thing .......they even didn't' try to fight..............

That's hurt...and at the end inzi was saying "God is not willing" ...
Shame on u inzi! don't work hard and saying "God is not willing" ....
Asif and shoaib also contributed to this defeat...........
If they were there...............
If inzi had played sami in first match instead of Rana...........
If...If........
I m so hurt...Disappointed...Dejected....BUT

Broken skies, heartaches that flowers won't mend
Say goodbye knowing that this is the end
Tender dreams, shadows fall
Love too sweet, to recall
Dry your eyes, Face the dawn
Life will go on
Face the world on your own
Life will go on

"There is no one worse than the one who knows the truth but doesn't follow it."

The statement is striking ,,isn't it??? we Muslims know the truth ,,,but we are not following it the way we should....at least I m not following the way I should,,,,

"Iqbal bara apdeshak hai mann batoon se moh leta hai

Guftaar ka yeh ghazi tu bana ,kirdar ka ghazi ban na saka"

So I m back ,,,,,getting back always feels good...........
well, about my absence,,,,,I was seriously buzzi,,,my sis was here from abroad,,,,,and I have had quite a lot fun with my niece and nephew,,,,,,they are gone now,,,,
And My final year has started,,,,I choose Finance and MIS as my bi-majors....most of the student choose HRM but,,,I really don't have interest in HRM,,,,,some of my friends really tried to convince me,,,,but I believe finance and MIS is good combination for me ,,,As I am not a very social person and for HRM u have to be more than enough social , finance is the subject which interested me most lately ,,,,some say it is too dry,,,,,but I really like it,,,....most of the teachers really believe in giving home assignments, so most of the time, I have to be buzzi with it,,,,computer and I are really good friends from past four years, but nowadays I rarely get time to be with my friend ,,,so the outcome is no blogging,,,,,,plus, some problem with commenting on the blog,,so I couldn't able to comment from quite some time ,,,,,So life is going fine but hell of a buzzi,,,two repots are in pending,,,,,,,,,,,,so many things to do,,,,and i have so much to share,,,,

" dil dhondta hai phir wohi fursat ke raat din"

Brad said :
I need mineral water . The water I take after every game is taste like
heaven"
Dialogue from a Korean drama serial " love story in Harvard", and nowadays I m burning my whole time watching this on internet, and I get addicted to it to some extent,,,and "addiction is always bad",,,,I say,,,,

Lance Armstrong

The seven-time Tour de France champion made an impressive marathon debut Sunday, accomplishing his goal of finishing in less than 3 hours and thrilling fans who seemed much more enthused at seeing Armstrong than watching a Brazilian man and a Latvian woman win titles earlier on a crisp autumn afternoon.

Armstrong's time was 2 hours, 59 minutes and 36 seconds. His shirt soaked in sweat, he virtually walked the last couple of steps to the finish line. He shuffled into a post-race news conference, his right shin heavily taped.

"I think I bit off more than I could chew, I thought the marathon would be easier," he said. "(My shins) started to hurt in the second half, especially the right one. I could barely walk up here, because the calves are completely knotted up."

He called the race "the hardest physical thing I have ever done" ? even more grueling than his worst days on the Tour.

"I never felt a point where I hit the wall, it was really a gradual progression of fatigue and soreness."

"Before the race that was my goal, I wanted to break 3 hours. But if you told me with 3 miles to go, `You're going to do 3:05,' I wouldn't have cared," he said. "Honestly, at the end I was so tired, I couldn't care. Now I'm glad I did."

Will he be back?

"Now's not the time to ask that question.The answer now is no, I'll never be back. But I reserve the right to change my mind," he said. "I don't know how these guys do it."

so he proved,,,he was the master of one but can't become the jack of all trades,,,,,,,but he can change his mind,,,,,i m loving the statements he gave in press conference after marathorn,,,,,,,freak i m,,,,never mind,,,,exam is so near,,,& i m doing this,,,,watching movies,blogging,,,day dreaming,,,,,,is there any kind of phobia like this ?,,,,

A lady start enjoying life,,,because her paper is quite near,,,,Please Allah Help me!........