Thursday, June 18, 2015

The best month of the year has Arrived.
I hope I will try my best in this Ramadan.
Ramadan Mubarak!!!


Thursday, October 17, 2013

The things which are not in  my control can not be helped . So I just need to let them go .


I just have to suffer patiently and silently ,,,,and wait for it to over .

But some where inside it is killing me .....

No matter how much I try ,,,this feeling of helplessness is awful ...... 

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

In the end , bad guys with good hearts have to die (Conclusion drawn from epic action Drama).

Monday, July 22, 2013

Whenever I get sick , I become so unbearable.....
I just don't know why everything looks so bleak sometimes (read most of the time ) . No matter how many times I tell myslef to see the glass half full not half empty . Sometime it seems like nothing will please me . I am so complex and have become so unpredictable . Now I even can't predict myself..........But I will get better , Insha-Allah :-)


Remind me of Kite Runner's Famous Line "Zindagi Mizgara - Life goes on " 

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

My aunt passed away day before yesterday .  She was an amazing woman and her conduct was exemplary . She was so loving ....even she is no more I can still feel her love & warmth and will cherish them rest of my life .

May she rest in peace and May Allah grant her highest place in jannah . Ameen

Asman Teri Lehad Par Shabnam Afshani Kare
Sabza-e-Nourasta Iss Ghar Ki Nighebani Kare

May the sky shed its dew upon your grave!
May the freshly grown verdure watch over your home!

Friday, March 01, 2013

I was reading my secret diary today , and a sentence I wrote last year strike me big time . Here it is
         "I am living life but there is no life inside me "
Of late I have realized that I am pretty melancholy person.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

" Don't run away from grief, O Soul
Look for the Remedy inside the Pain.
Because the Rose came from the Thorn
And the Ruby came from a Stone. "

Almost all Sufi saints consider pain as one of the most important ingredient  of  reaching to solitude . We all can not avoid it . But the irony is that sometime fear of pain is more than the pain itself . 



Sunday, February 10, 2013


I love this poem written by Tupac Shakur . It is so simple yet so intense .

I Cry

Sometimes when I'm alone
I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confide in,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes...
I Cry
and no one cares about why.



 we never learn to bend 
 so we break and break again
 and now we're broken in 
 too many pieces to mend 
 too many pieces to mend 


Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Life is killing me these days ..............

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Your work should be an act of love,not a marriage of convenience
                                                                                                                 Haruki Murakami

Sunday, March 04, 2012

I just came to peek , but now I do not want to go .


Spring has arrived in our world , and beautiful flowers blossom in every nook and cranny but there is autumn , Autumn in my heart .

Thursday, March 01, 2012

"Do not be afraid of shadows .It shows that there is light nearby."

But how long one can endure darkness ? This is really a big question ,Though it's answer is very simple...when you can't avoid it , face it and face it with brave heart .

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Well,I am back.I missed writing exceedignly but I did not feel like doing it....

One thing to share diary! I am walking again on the same footsteps which I left behind nine years ago .I am hoping for the best and giving my best shot this time around and rest leaving to Allah(s.w.t)

Monday, March 22, 2010

Self pity is a self inflicted suffering And gratitude is the ticket out of misery and self absorption.

Friday, February 26, 2010

Yesterday I read about Razi Talib in an article of Daily Jang by Rauf Kalasarah. My instant reaction was why I read the article as it was a quite sad piece of writing about a teenage boy who lost his life due to over speeding ,but these kind of things or I should say death teaches us many things about life .
I read some face book entries by Razi Talib as curiosity took me there. I saw some pictures of traffic ticket which was given to him. He loved driving fast, and when his car met accident week earlier he was driving 150. One of his friends lost his life instantly and he remained in coma for a week and then lost his life. I read about his father and how he is bearing this great loss. He was not wearing seat belt while driving150. I feel so sorry for him and his friend; young guys should not get involved in these kinds of foolish activities. May Allah Grant Them Jannah and give patience to their families for bearing this great loss. To Allah we belong and to Him we shall return.
We never know when will be our time of leaving so we should prepare ourselves by doing good deeds, Life is too short and time flies, so catch it before it is too late.
Last night I made a vow to my self that I will try to improve my life .I will try to become a good Muslim .I will try to learn the lesson which death teaches us now and then ……

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

The story of Muhammad bin Qasim's invasion of Sindh is one of the romances of history.
Imád-uddín Muhammad bin Qasim bin Yusuf Sakifi was an Umayyad general who conquered the Sindh and Punjab regions along the Indus river at the age of seventeen on 10th Ramadan. He was born in the city of Taif. The conquest of Sindh and Punjab began the Islamic era in South Asia and continues to lend the Sindh province of Pakistan the nickname Bab-e-Islam (The Gateway of Islam).
At the age of seventeen, he was sent by Caliph Al-Walid I on the recommendation of Hajjaj to lead an army towards South Asia into what are today the Sindh and Punjab regions of Pakistan.
Dr.Ishwari Prasad wrote in his book
Buoyed up with great expectations that were formed of him on account of his youthful and warlike spirit, this gallant prince started on his Indian expedition, well-accoutred, with 6000 picked Syrian and Iraqian warrior sent by hajjaj , with an equal number of armed camel-riders and a baggage train of 3,000 Bactrian camels.
Muhammad bin Qasim form one of the most brilliant chapters in the history of the Muslim rulers of Indo-Pakistan. He was a born leader and a man of versatile genius. He was a poet, a patriot, a statesman and an accomplished administrator. His tender age, impressive figure, his dauntless courage and noble bravery, his brilliant victories in battles and wise method of administration and lastly his sudden and tragic end make the story of his short and illustrious life one of the romances of history. He was strong against opponents and tender-hearted to his friends.
According to al-Marzubani,
Muhammad bin Qasim was one of the great men of all times.

Thursday, June 04, 2009

I am hating my life,myself and people around me too.I know this is just a phase .i know life goes on and life will go on ....

Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].

Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision
Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.
With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.

Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart
Of children in famine, of victims tortured
And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,
And I too suffer.

This has been my life; I found it worth living.
By Bertrand Russell

Thursday, April 16, 2009

One of my all time favourite Movie

Some people hear their own inner voices with great cleanness.
And they live by what they hear.
Such people become crazy, or they become legends

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Sending my brightest wishes to Sonia Ayesha‘s Mother
Aunt , Wishing you Health, Happiness and Quick Recovery